i saw you for the first time in awhile that night
you found me drinking myself away as usual
im just alittle weak-willed, what can i say?
you gave me that smile and said you missed me
but it was low, almost whispered in a way
and i liked it
you were with your boyfriend, yeah
he happens to be my cousin too
i don’t know if youre still torn like you used to be
in a sick kinda way i hoped you were
because i think i still am
