Infinite Looper

"What I am going to tell you may confuse you, but I am a Looper. No, not like the movie, I don't travel time to kill people. I, for all extent and purposes, repeat my life after I die. I do not know why, but when I die I instantly wake up on December 5th, 1995. I'm eight years old again, in my room with an SNES, walls covered in baseball posters, and my parents are still alive.

I've thought about writing a Nostradamus-like prediction book, but I've noticed that small variations do happen. For example, that terrible show "Glee" was called "Gleeks" and The Avengers didn't come out until 2013. The thing is though, most of the big events still happen at the same time. 9/11 happens accordingly, War on Terror goes the same, Saddam is killed, stuff like that.

Now, I can kinda see how you may think this is a blessing, being able to do things with no permanent consequences, but it's really not. I've had famalies before, but they all fucking disappear the second I die and then I wake up on December 5th. This is my 4th "life" and I'm going insane. I don't dare drastically change things or do random stupid shit because what if this time I die and don't come back? What if this time all of my actions have a REAL consequence? If there is a hell, I'm living it"